Aren't AHA Moments Great!!

I attended a meditation tonight.  Wasn't really sure why I agreed to go at the time.  It was spontaneous and impulsive.  It was the best decision I have made in a while.  Wouldn't it be great if all my impulsive decision turned out to be so rewarding.  We spent an hour and a bit doing some guided meditation and all of a sudden out of the blue the facilitator asks if we would like to try a past life regression technique.  Well, I am always for a little past life hook up with friends and family so I chimed in that I wouldn't mind if we did it.  She asked us to focus on someone and I immediately knew who my person would be.  I have been wanting to understand this crazy connection I feel to this person and this was my opportunity.  What I experienced during that regression was over in about 1 minute I am sure, but the ramifications of the event experienced will change my life forever from this moment forward.  I am amazed at how quickly things can be placed into a new perspective and it is like a light bulb goes off.  Oh....I see now, holy shit, you mean I have been wasting all this time feeling sorry, guilty, ashamed and blaming myself and that is all that this was about!!!  OMG!!!  This makes it so different and hilariously laughable.  I have spent years, I mean YEARS trying to understand why this person is still bobbing around in my head, attempting to piece together some semblance of meaning about the whole thing.  There is meaning alright, it just wasn't at all what I expected.   There are so many layers to this one-minute gift.  My husband was also in this past life, and the role he played then and the role he played in this lifetime makes so much sense.  I get it, I get it, I get it.  It amazes me how life always gives you second chance somewhere to make it right.  Thank you B.  I have never, ever given you the credit you have deserved.  You were my guardian angel.  You came into my life when I need you most, and you helped and supported me while I crawled out of a despair I believe could have consumed me.  I hope from this moment all, with a clearer vision and a deeper understanding the past will be healed.  All debts and karma released.  I wish that for all involved in my past life event and for everyone else still carrying around a past they are not even aware of....yet.